Assalamualaikum and hi peeps. It's been a week since the last day of myLDS in UPM and i already missing the program and people who join it :( ❤.

   Okay so a little bit of introduction since not many people know about this especially those who've never heard of AIESEC before. MyLDS stands for Malaysia Leadership Development Seminar which is the annual biggest conference held by AIESEC in Malaysia with the intention of establishing one's role in AIESEC not only in the LC but also for the whole AIESEC in Malaysia - according to the Delegate Mailer. It was really an honour and the best experience I've had as this was my very first conference in AIESEC. There are about 600 AIESECers attending this conference from various types of Universities plus very attractive, kind and good-looking Facilitators & OCs.

    So, here I am going to conclude the conference in the nicest way. It was held for 5D4N only in UPM and we were given rooms in the students' hostels. Mine was in Blok Bestari, Kolej Pendeta Za'ba, quite far from Kolej Tun Dr Ismail (KTDI) which the venue for us to gather there first before going to Dewan Putra 2 (DP2) by busses. So yeah, every morning and midnight I do enjoy walking for some distance even its quite tiring after all. Morning at 8.00 AM till night almost 12 AM, we were at DP2 then went to KTDI for some sharing session with our own LCs. Btw, LC means Local Committee which has undergo some process to become one. So, i'm not going to complicated things by explaining those because truthfully I didn't understand those process yet. Throughout the sharing session, we all explain what did we gained during that day's slot etc. During Day 1-Day 3 I found that I can't really share my thoughts and opinions because yeah I am lacking of ideas *I think I do for most of the time with them :') But slowly on Day 4 & Day 5 I learnt a lot of things regarding my department and the reason of why I joined AIESEC. It was an eye-opening for me but since I already in AIESEC, why not I just go through all the works and stuff here right? It won't hurt and it won't break *hope so 

    Throughout those 5 days, I've communicate with lots of people, from the Facis, people from other LCs, open up to them about how am I trying to adapt with my departmental environment and so on. Its quite a relief because we can share our thoughts about the ongoing projects, problems that occurred plus some motivational talks from them. Seriously, I'm feeling blessed and from being a demotivated person, I've became a motivated and positive person again. Thanks to them. And I can't denied that I've became more comfortable with my own LCs because before I've downgraded myself. But I hope that I can be more helpful to them and our LC to improve our target. At first I join this conference just to be sure "what I'm searching for in this organisation" and "do I have the courage and passion to be here for the next term ? ". And I hope I got the answer already to be prepared for the next upcoming term :) Pray for me, Okay :*

   I'll end my story here. TQ for your time