Assalamualaikum. It's been a year ++ since the last time I posted something in here. Perhaps the busy-ness of a student makes me take a step back from sharing stories here. Or maybe because of having less idea on what to share next. Hmm .. 

Anyway, 2018 already coming to its end and truthfully as a summary I can say that this year has been some hectic year, with those ups and down that i've experienced. The worst thing happened through the 2nd half of 2018, where I almost lost myself. The feelings of how failure I am as a student, as a human myself.  It's not about heartbreak (i guess?).  it's just, I think another phase of my life as a Final Year student, aite? That moment when you think that you are not a great survivor, basically a failure, just because you fail to plan things for your final year life as a student. Hopeless. Yes! I think that's the word! Since this very semester begun, I lost the spirit to move forward, and I really lost the track of what I did previously in every week. To conclude everything that happens in this semester, I can say that I lost myself, in every way. I bet most people also feel the same, maybe because of the pressure from the surroundings? Perhaps. 

Anyway, I'm preparing my mental and physical for the hectic week of uni life, Week 14. Actually, my hectic terms have already been used since the beginning of this semester itself *sobs* Hahaha, trying to find your lost pieces aren't easy peasy like you can't make your mind through even a simple thing, gosh *facepalm. Last but not least, may Allah ease everything for now and in the future, InshaAllah. Pray for me yaa guys so that I can settle my final year project and graduate on time InshaAllah, aminnn. *Virtual Hugs* 

*Continue doing my reading for literature review*